mistah biatchy

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I won't waste time waiting for nothing, when efforts are NOT recognized. It's best to just GIVE things UP, I've done my part. let them do theirs. finished b.s. nurinsg, with specialization in alak and yosi, lolz Mary Chiles College. i've waited more than a year to (finally) have a job. swerte nga, sa contact center industry agad ang bagsak!!! hehe. i wasn't even expecting na papasa ako sa interview. i came to the job fair wearing casual attire (aplicants must wear business or formal attire kasi). ayon, fill-up ng form, interview, and the rest was history. by 16th of December, fly na ako sa manila, to start na sa business centr sa Greenhills. tuluy-tuloy na yun, and after nun, nag front line na ako. enjoy at horrible at the same time. lalo na pag irate ang customer. most memorable call ko? i think ung one of the last calls ko before i resign. super nagalit si customer. "What happened to you, you were f***ed-up? dapat nung sinabi ni customer na f*** you, you sho

way back in college, ako yung pinakamaingay sa barkada, makwento, makulit at masayahin. ako palagi ang promotor ng mga out of towns, gimiks, yosi break sa gitna ng klase, inuman sa bahay ng tropa. too bd, i never get to document or needless to say "blog" it. ang blog ko lang nun utak ko. . .heheheh ang sarap magreminisce, ang sarap isipin ang nakaraan. ang sarap ulit ulitin. ulit pah! hhahah ngayon. . .hindi na yata mauulit ang mga iyon. ang tropa may sarisarili nang buhay. bihira na magkitakita, text text an lang or minsan wala na talga communication. iba kong tropa may mga anak at asawa na. yung iba bisibisihan sa work. yung iba "bum" lang. i really missed my friends. they used to be my shield when someone is trying or has hurt me. they are my strength, more of like a brother and sister. bilib ako sa tropa ko nung college. trully bonded talaga kami. kapag may problema ang isa, nandyan ang lahat para makirmay. . xempre kasunod nun saya. . inuman. . .tawanan. kulita

im so addicted to twitter right now. . .talk about social networking. . hehehe

malapit na cut off. . uwian nanaman. kanina pa nauubos laway ko at sobrang sakit na ng likod ko. whew! i dont knoe how long pa i am goin to take all tiz shit! it's killin me. but for now, im just enjoying what the company is giving me. MONEY! lapit na sweldo! alak nanaman! hahahah tatadyak ako ng pulang horse. . maraming maraming pulng horse! hahaha

i have really strong issues when it comes to my EX's. . there are the ones na okay lang ang break up, meron naman yung tipong niloko ka na at ginago ka pa. shheeeettt talaga! the last time that i got my heart broken was last week. . pero ayos lang, aalis din naman na siya eh pupunta na DAW siay sa Italy (char!) s'all good. . natikman ko naman na siya eh. . hahaha pero yung di ko malilimutan eh yung ex ko na naknakan ng sinungaling at ang kapal, nakipag break pa eh boyt day. pakyu ka! sana di na bumukas yang butas mo sa pwet! hahahah (im so evil! and i like it! harhar) dati hindi mabilis ang pagmu-move on ko. . .nanjan yung almost a year eh di pa rin ako nakapag move on. deyum! inuman gabi-gabi, ubusin ang isang rim ng yosi sa isang linggo. buti na nga lang at hindi ko naiisipan na mag commit ng suicide, syang naman xe ang lifesung ko kung madededo lang ako. . tamang inarte lang talaga ako. Pero ngayon, medyo mabilisan na lang ang pagmumove on. tumatatak na kasi sa isipan ko yun

lunes nanaman. nandito nanaman ako sa trabaho, makikiharap nanaman sa mga cliente namin. meron dyan mga mag iinquire, magtatanong lang ng kung anu ano, magpapalamig lang at makikiupo, meron din jan na kunwari magtatanong pero wala naman pala means. at ang nakakainis. . .ung mga tao na hindi marunong magbasa. . .nakita na nga na sa "The Sun Shop" (Sun Cellular) kami, magtatanong or mag aask pa sila ng tungkol sa GLobe at Smart. . mga fokenetch sila. . ewan ko ba, halos araw araw ganito na lang lagi ang eksena sa aming shop. kulang na lang murahin ko sila (pero hindi puede). kung puede lang sana! minsan lang! . . . .update you later. . open na shop eh. . .lolz take care guys. . .hug hug. . .enjoy yer monday mornin. .

so much for hate, anger and animosity, let's start anew. . . i hope i could get myself happy and jolly again. . . somebody. . help!!!

WE SELL,, WE DO,, SICK! IM SICK? I DINT KNOW TILL IT ATE ME UP! SOMEONE FUCKIN HEAR ME! WHAT GOOD IS THE MONEY FOR ME! I FEED THEN I KILL,, I KILL YOU WHO FEEDS ME! WANNA GET AWAY! LEAVE ME ALONE! IM SICK! CAN I KILL?! BITCH! KILL ME! ARE YOU MINE? JUST MINE? MY SLUT? SOME MORE ALCOHOL! THEN GIVE ME A BLOW JOB! THEN A PIECE OF YOUR LOVE! IM SICK I KNOW IM SICK! I HATE MYSELF? NO!!! I HATE THE SICKNESS THAT EATS MY UP! TOMORROW THE SKY OPENS!OPENS UP! HEY MOM DO U KNOW UR SONS SICK? I GUESS NOT! ALL THE SLUTS! GET AWAY! GET AWAY ALL YOU FAGS! GET AWAY PLS! I MITE JUST KILL YOU! THEN HAVE ANOTHER GLASS OF CREAM ALCOHOL,,

Parting is such sweet sorrow. So true. Its like having a major hangover after the intoxication wears off from last nights party. You feel nauseous, dehydrated, wasted, and dry. Mush suddenly loses meaning. Sweet-nothings translate into one wordcrap. And like crap, you simply flush it down the drain. You are left with nothing but disillusionment. The world aint that great after all. Everything becomes gray.

I have done everything to cope with my lossfrom watching cars to bathing alone, from downing alcohol to gazing at an overcast sky, from wishing to hoping, from rambling to writing At the end of the day, all I have is mush, and no one to share it with. A line from a popular song says, You bleed just to know youre alive I feel so alive right now. It must have been death when I was with my paramour for I didnt know pain. To see the world through the eyes of the jaded was the biggest illusion of all. To love and to be loved for a while was the sweetest thing, even for a cynic.

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