=)

I have done everything to cope with my lossfrom
watching cars to bathing alone, from downing
alcohol to gazing at an overcast sky, from wishing
to hoping, from rambling to writing At the end of
the day, all I have is mush, and no one to share it
with.
A line from a popular song says, You bleed just to
know youre alive I feel so alive right now. It
must have been death when I was with my
paramour for I didnt know pain. To see the world
through the eyes of the jaded was the biggest
illusion of all. To love and to be loved for a while
was the sweetest thing, even for a cynic.